Cheesecake Brownies (& Weak Blogging Self-Esteem)
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I set out to make a pretty tried and true recipe for marbled cheesecake brownies. For you. Okay, and for me to eat when the children weren’t looking. And look … more »

I set out to make a pretty tried and true recipe for marbled cheesecake brownies. For you. Okay, and for me to eat when the children weren’t looking.

And look what happened.

These cheesecake brownies are meant to please everyone {namely, all of you, and a full three-thirds of my children – one of whom doesn’t like brownies much, and one of whom doesn’t like cheesecake much}. They’re not too chocolatey, and not too cheesecakey. But don’t worry. They still take a stand – right in the middle, but confidently so. It’s not like they wimp out of being brownies and cower at being cheesecake. Instead, they marry the two in the most delightful way.

If I’m being honest with you, I’m going to have to admit that I blog about desserts more often than about anything else since I tend to assume that they’re popular. And rather than becoming thicker-skinned about the whole blogging thing, it appears that I’ve become more touchy. Or at least I’ve become more touchy about the possibility of becoming more touchy. Maybe I should explain.

We talked about the rules of blogging just last week. And you were all really supportive – both of my crankiness, and of my reluctance to follow those rules {It sounded like this: Yay! Don’t follow the rules! Be more fun than that!}. For the most part, the rules don’t seem natural to me. And in case you haven’t noticed, I don’t have even one paid advertisement on this site {the Better Batter button is unpaid – I asked for it because I believe in the company}. Yes, I’m selling a book, but I have no idea whether or not this blog helps in that regard.

Since it seems I don’t blog to make money {it’s hard to make money when your site isn’t ‘monetized}, building site traffic is not the same goal it otherwise might be. And I think those rules of blogging were created to maximize money-making online.

So why do I blog, and why do I care about the popularity of my posts?

I blog for the same reason that I do book signings:  To talk to you. To find out where you are, and where you’d like to be. For the team. Team Gluten Free. I think that the Team is moving in the right direction, but we’re not where we need to be yet {ultimately, for my son since he has celiac disease}. And I want to talk to you about that. I want to help you move from Point A to Point B, since a rising tide lifts all boats. But it doesn’t work so well if I define those points for you. The popularity of a post gives me hints, but since I am the one blogging, I define the parameters. And I tend to get discouraged if something doesn’t resonate, since that means that I have failed to ‘find’ you where you are.

Does any of this make any sense?

I wish there were a better way, since this often feels like I’m just groping around in the dark, hoping to land in the right place at the right time.

For now, I’ll just make these cheesecake brownies. ‘Cause I think there’s a good chance that you are either a cheesecake person, a brownie person, or an in-the-middle person. And there’s nothing wrong with that.

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Cheesecake Brownies (& Weak Blogging Self-Esteem)
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Serves: 8 to 10
 

Gluten-free Cheesecake Brownies
Ingredients
  • ½ cup (8 tablespoons) unsalted butter
  • 3 ounces unsweetened chocolate (if bars, chopped; if discs, as is)
  • 1 cup sugar
  • 3 extra-large eggs
  • ⅔ cup all-purpose gluten-free flour (I use Better Batter)
  • ¼ teaspoon xanthan gum (omit if using Better Batter)
  • ⅛ teaspoon kosher salt
  • ½ teaspoon baking powder
  • 12 ounces cream cheese (one and one-half packages), softened
  • ¼ cup sour cream
  • ¼ cup sugar
  • 1 extra-large egg
  • ¼ teaspoon pure vanilla extract

Instructions
  1. Preheat your oven to 325 degrees Fahrenheit. Grease an 8-inch by 8-inch baking pan with vegetable shortening or unsalted butter, then line with crisscrossed strips of parchment paper, allowing them to overhang the sides slightly (to make it easier to remove the bars after baking). Set the baking dish aside.
  2. In a medium-sized microwave safe bowl, microwave the butter and unsweetened chocolate for 30 seconds at a time on high power, stirring in between intervals, until smooth and shiny. Add the 1 cup sugar to the chocolate and the 3 eggs, one at a time, blending well after each addition. Add the flour, xanthan gum, salt and baking powder, and mix to combine.
  3. Pour the brownie batter into the bottom of the prepared pan, and shake to evenly distribute the batter. Place in the center of the preheated oven, and bake for about 15 minutes, until shiny and nearly set. It is better to underbake the brownies than to overbake them, since they will go back in the oven.
  4. While the brownies are baking, in a separate medium-sized bowl, combine the cream cheese, sour cream and ¼ cup sugar, and beat until well-combined. Add the egg and vanilla, and mix just until blended.
  5. Once the brownie layer has come out of the oven, cool slightly and pour the cheesecake mixture over the top and shake to evenly distribute the batter. Return the pan to the center of the oven, and bake for about 20 minutes, or until the center of the cheesecake is almost set. Again, better to underbake rather than overbake.
  6. Run a knife around the edges of the pan to loosen the sides, and allow to cool in the pan. Refrigerate for 2 hours, or up to overnight.
  7. Remove the pan from the refrigerator, slice into squares with a wet, serrated knife and serve chilled.

Notes
If you don’t have extra-large eggs, just select the largest ‘large’ eggs in the bunch. I have not tested this recipe with nondairy substitutes for the cheesecake ingredients. Proceed at your own risk – and then tell us how it went in the comments! Remember – bean flour blends, despite the fact that they may call themselves “all-purpose,” are NOT, in fact, all-purpose flour blends. They will NOT behave the same as true all-purpose gluten-free flour blends.

 

Love you. Mean it.
xoxo Nicole

  • http://www.sweetjaynehandmade.wordpress.com Jayne Hickey

    Good morning Nicole,
    First off, here’s the (((((((((((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))))))))))))) I think you need! You must have the same far-from-summer weather we’re having in Maine. Second, Cheesecake Brownies? Dang girl, you never disappoint! Third, thank you, for all that you are doing for Team Gluten Free. I know what you’re doing is for the greater good and not cuz baby needs a new pair of shoes, you’re writing is from the heart. I think what you’re doing, Nicole’s rules of blogging, are working for you. I found you on FB first, by typing gluten free into the search bar and “liked” you before I even “knew” you. I’m always trying to keep my thumb in the pie of the gluten-free world, dippin’ and a dappin’ when I don’t even know what’s happening! The first post I read of yours I loved, it spoke to me in the language I speak; humor, good food, beautiful pictures,and shoestring-like! I only had to read a few of your posts before I knew your book would be mine! I ordered, I received, I keep reading, I love. So, I think your blog may help you make a buck at the end of the day because you’re a great writer, an amazing recipe-crafter, and you run a fun blog. I happily ate that worm off the line! For the big finish, I say, don’t change a thing. What you are doing is working, of course I don’t have access to your blog stats but I imagine they are full of peaks and lacking in valley’s. Of course if you choose to soup up your blog and add some $$$$ making ads or products, that wouldn’t make me leave. However, I think you should be paid for what you do. Since I can’t personally pay you, I can’t even pay myself, maybe the ad world can. I believe you to be the type of blogger that would only promote products that you believe in, hence all the free adverstising Better Batter receives from you. Which I’ve mentioned before, worked, I’m waiting on approval from them for a reduced rate so I can get on the pink bandwagon!
    So keep on keepin’ on Nicole, and I’ll keep readin’ on and posting my deep thoughts in your comments section – because I can, until you block me!
    Why can’t the grocery store deliver cream cheese only? Oh cheesecake brownies, I think we’re going to like each other!

    • Nicole

      Hi, Jayne,
      Thank you for the encouragement. I need it sometimes! It is not at all that I want this to become a cult of personality (quite the opposite, to be honest), but I do want to know that I’m hitting the sweet spot. Otherwise, I’m not doing what I set out to do, you know? Sometimes, I wish I could crowd-source the posts, but really my function is to throw things against the wall and see what sticks. It’s critical that people be honest in the comments, but if I don’t at least agitate people, they don’t engage, and then we don’t move forward. You know? I think you get it. All that is left for you to get is Better Batter. If you don’t get a response from them in a day or so, I would email them. I know they get busy, and short-handed, so I would nudge. And thank you for your engagement and comments. They are all the payment I need for now!
      xoxo Nicole

  • Jean Macomber

    Keep blogging! You’re in my feed and I enjoy the posts – liked the “Team Gluten-Free”!

    • Nicole

      Hi, Jean,
      Thanks! Go Team Gluten Free!!
      xoxo Nicole

  • Amanda F

    Nicole – I read your blog all the time – even if I’m not interested in that particular recipe (I’m not the best baker, so some things are just not in my abilities) I read it because I love your writing style.

    As for putting desserts on here because they are more popular – I for one like ALL ideas. I like to be inspired in ALL areas of cooking – Breakfast, snacks, lunch, dinner, treats, you name it.

    So keep on blogging – Team Gluten Free Needs you!

    • Nicole

      Hi, Amanda,
      Thank you!
      About baking, do you feel able to do it, but just don’t like it? I can live with that. Do you feel like you “can’t” do it? It is so easy. I refuse to believe you can’t! What have you tried that hasn’t worked?
      I love that you all love Team Gluten Free! Go Team!
      Thank you for commenting. I really appreciate it. And I’m very interested in different perspectives on what sort of posts speak to you the most. And what about baking is scaring you away!
      xoxo Nicole

      • Amanda

        i guess I just don’t have enough patience for baking – I did the 4-H baking contest in high school and there were no blue ribbon winners coming from these hands.

        Some cookies happen occasionally, otherwise its been years since I’ve baked. Being a bread/baked goods lover would help….. have had the same loaf of udi’s for 6 months!

        I can make some mean fajitas….

        • Nicole

          Hi, Amanda,
          If you feel like it’s a conscious choice made from a position of strength (which it sounds like it is), then good for you. Know thyself and all that. Mmmm fajitas!
          xoxo Nicole

  • Anneke

    Hi Nicole! Cheesecake Brownies! Oh, my! Good thing I am trying to take up running . . . Looks like you have gotten lots of encouragement here today, so I will just say, you know I love you, you have totally improved my GF cooking (and baking!) life, and please never, ever go away! :) Best, Anneke

    • Nicole

      Hi, Anneke,
      Yes, I know. You and I, we’re tight. :)
      Oh, I’m not planning to stop blogging. It is just frustrating sometimes, since it is hard to tell if you’re making the difference you’re wanting to make. Since it can be a what-have-you-done-for-me-lately sort of thing.
      xoxo Nicole

      • Anonymous

        Well, what have you done for me lately? Hmmm . . . cheescake brownies, lemon bars, chicago style deep dish, sourdough bread . . . it’s a long list! Now, I grant you, the eggs in a hole were a bust for me, but once in a blue moon, you can blog for someone else! :) Enjoy the weekend, I’ll be organizing those recipes I’ve been printing — wasn’t I going to do that another day when we chatted? Behind again! Anneke

        • Nicole

          I know! I know! No egg in the hole for you! Even though you don’t like eggs, I’m very glad that you can have them. They are so, so helpful in gluten-free baking. They are unsung supporting actors. Personally, I love me a little egg in the gluten-free hole. Especially now that I have tweaked that Quick {Sandwich} Bread recipe a bit and it holds together like a champ no matter what. I know you’re a Sourdough Bread a day kind of girl, but if you ever were in a hurry, it’s a great pinch hitter. I’m just sayin’. ;)
          It is a shame that there isn’t really a way to collect the blog recipes properly. I guess I could put some of the greatest hits into an ebook at some point, right? Not sure how my publisher would feel about that, but maybe I’ll ask…
          xoxo Nicole

  • Sarah Dean

    THIS is what would solve all my problems today. Boy, I wish I had succumbed to buying cream cheese at the store today. I totally NEED these after my last couple of days.

    • Nicole

      Hi, Sarah,
      Yes, if cheesecake brownies won’t fix it, it’s not really broken. I’m sorry you’re having a rough time… A little cheesecake will make it all better. Go get some cream cheese!
      xoxo Nicole

  • Linda

    Girl, you just keep doing what you’re doing–there are load of GF blogs out there, but yours is the shiniest and best. The real deal. And these brownies look better than any cheesecake brownies I’ve ever seen and just as soon as I can, I’ll be taking a pan of these outa the oven—xoLinda

    • Nicole

      Hi, Linda,
      Thanks. :) I really just want to make sure I’m adding something. You know?
      I love that you’re already mentally taking them out of the oven. That’s how to do it!
      xoxo Nicole

  • Rhian

    First off all, I think your blog is overwhelmingly refreshing. You have sass, you write well, and you make excellent gluten free food.

    Having being diagnosed with Celiac Disease not long ago, it is important for me to find a sense of belonging in this new found world of assumed “eated nothingness”. Through your blog, and your cook book ( which I bought, and I love!), it has helped me feel as if I am completley normal and happy to be gluten free!

    Your blog is not weak, it is perfect.

    • Sarah Dean

      I totally agree!

      • Nicole

        Aw, shucks, Sarah. ;)

    • Nicole

      Hi, Rhian,
      I’m blushing. And happy. And grateful for all that kindness. You are completely normal! It’s funny, but I have thought of all of us as Team Gluten Free for so long now, but never posted about it until today. Team Gluten Free! You’re on the team, & we’re in it together. Thank you again. And keep reading!
      xoxo Nicole

  • Linda S

    Hi Nicole,
    I really love reading your blog and love your personality that really shines through, and I think you are making a BIG difference for many here. My husband was diagnosed last fall and it was quite challenging at first to help him adapt to this new lifestyle and even though it took me awhile to find you I’m so glad I did. I find it quite amazing that EVERY recipe that I’ve tried of yours, whether from your book or this blog, has worked – every time, the first time. And that, my dear, is a BIG deal for me! I’ve wasted more money trying recipes from blogs that required way too many ingredients and turned into flops – especially when tempting to make my husband a decent loaf of bread for a sandwich, always having to resort to Udi’s where he needed 4 slices to make a decent-sized sandwich, and seeing that there’s only 10 slices and two crust ends, the bread alone was busting our budget. You have given me confidence and a much more happier husband, and I thank you. :) You ARE making a difference. I’m not sure I understand what it is you feel is missing – could you explain it to me? Do you want to move away from Facebook? I guess I’m a little confused by your post. ?? Please don’t go away. :( Linda

    • Nicole

      Hi, Linda,
      Don’t worry! I’m not thinking of quitting the blog! I was just sort of pulling back the curtain on the back end of blogging a bit. I am fairly certain that many food bloggers feel similarly, at least on occasion, about what they are doing. Questions like, “Am I focusing on the right things?” “Am I hitting the right notes in what recipes I post? How I write about them?” There is a balance to be struck between writing about what I want to write about/baking and cooking what I enjoy making, and taking into account my readers and what they need to learn/see/hear.There isn’t anything “missing,” really. It’s just that I thought it would be useful – for me and for readers – to talk about the underbelly of it all. Does that make more sense? If not, I will try again to clarify. I apologize for confusing (or concerning) you.
      I know what you mean about those thin, small slices of packaged bread like Udi’s. It just won’t do for a really substantial sandwich. Sometimes, you just need a generous slice of bread. And I really know what you mean about the cost of wasted ingredients. I think that might be why I try to be super specific in recipe directions (what you should expect to see, smell, feel in the batter, and then what you should expect in the final product), because early success saves money — and builds confidence, which begets more success.
      You are so welcome. I was going for transparency in this post. Nothing more exciting than that. I promise.
      Keep coming back. I’ll be here. :)
      xoxo Nicole

      • Linda S

        Hi Nicole,
        Thx for your reply and clearing things up for me. I think you could write about any topic you’d like on your blog and your readers will be satisfied. I just posted a little ‘something’ on your Facebook that I hope will make you smile. Really, feel free to focus on anything you like and don’t feel like you have to give us a new recipe every other day – that’s a lot of work – and a lot of baking! Plus, with the hot weather here at last we need to find ways to not turn on the oven as much (somehow?). Perhaps do you have any good microwave ideas…or grilling ideas…or chillin’ ideas? :) It’s all good! I’m very new to your blog and just read your post on “What Makes You Healthy, Wealthy & Wise?” – I like a variety of topics like that, too! Loved the response from the young girl who did a gap year with Americorps – very wise. :) Take care, Linda

        • Nicole

          Hi, Linda,
          I saw your post on Facebook. That was AWESOME! Such a beautiful loaf of brioche bread! It looks just like the one in the cookbook, if not better! And thanks so much for propping up the book in the picture. Fabulous! I bet your post and picture will encourage other people to realize that they can do it, too! Woohoo!
          Thanks for the suggestions about warm weather posts. Great idea. It is hard to justify turning on the oven in the heat! I’m glad you’ve been going back through old posts. That post from the girl who did Americorps was amazing. What a great story. What a role model!
          Thank you for your post. I always love hearing from you!
          xoxo Nicole

  • http://saintsandspinners.blogspot.com Saints and Spinners

    Dear Nicole, Has your esteem been at risk because I’ve not commented as of late? I mean, it’s all about me, right? Ha ha ha. I’ve been in the Florida Keys all week, and let me tell you, finding GF stuff outside of Seattle has been BLEAK. There is a grocery store that has a tidy little section of gf speciality items (Glutino pretzels go a long way), but at the wedding last night, there was a gf main course (ahi tuna!) with side-dishes, but none of the appetizers were gf. I write this not to complain but to note that wheat really is in just about everthing unless one consciously goes out of his or her way to make it otherwise. My wheat-free mom loooooves crab-cakes, but she saw them, pined for them, but said, “They’re not worth it.”
    As far as recipes go, I lean toward the savory. Sweet recipes I usually save for birthday parties or special occasions when guests come over. That is not to say that I avert my eyes when I see lovely items like these cheesecake brownies. I can get a vicarious thrill/contact high from reading recipes.

    By the way, I went to Cafe Flora last week, and had their lentil pate, which was gf. Wow. Just wow. The recipe is in their cookbook, and I may actually make it.

    xoxo,
    Farida

    • Nicole

      Hi, Farida,
      Of course it’s all about you. The keys are about the only place I would want to be in Florida in late June/almost July. I hope the weather makes up for the lack of gluten-free foods available. Yes, gluten is indeed lurking everywhere. It can feel very discouraging, especially when you are away from home and you haven’t already beaten a path. Safe home.
      xoxo
      Nicole

  • Ruthe

    This is my first time to comment. I visit your blog every day, in fact, there is a shortcut to it on my desktop. My husband was looking over my shoulder as I was reading about the cream cheese brownies and he made the comment, Boy, those look good. Think that means he wants me to make them :). I’ve been diagnosed with CD since 1995. If I can just make biscuits like I did before CD, then I feel I have truly found a keeper recipe. I tried your bacon cheddar biscuits recipe and was so impressed. They have very good mouth feel, high, tender and flaky. You made it a point telling us to be sure to use extremely COLD dough. Well, I have now found a keeper recipe! You have a wonderful writing voice. You give hints and tips that makes my cooking so much better. That’s what I like most about your blog. You tell me the WHY. Thank you for everything you do and I really should comment when I use one of your recipes.

    • Nicole

      Hi, Ruthe,
      I’m so glad that you decided to post. I know that it can feel strange, posting a comment on someone’s blog, when you’re not used to doing that. Reading without commenting is sort of like reading in secret. It feels very private. But there is a certain intimacy that comes from being willing to post a comment. I always write back to comments, if it’s any consolation. I think that, if you take the time to comment, it’s important for me to make sure you connect with a real, live person. Thank you for taking the chance. And thank you for reading the blog so faithfully.
      It sounds like you have to read between the lines with your husband. I have to do the same with mine. And he’s my recipe tester! It can make things challenging, for sure. Thank you so much for explaining that you like learning the “why” to go along with the “what.” I find that it always helps me to know the why, as well. That way, I can apply the principle to similar issues, as they arise.
      A 1995 diagnosis. Wow. That was the dark ages of celiac disease in this country. How difficult that must have been for you! I have seen such dramatic changes in the last 6+ years. I can only imagine the changes you have seen.
      I hope you hold your head, and your standards, high in the gluten-free kitchen. And I will endeavor to continue to help you meet those high standards. Team Gluten Free!
      Thank you again for reaching out. Please don’t feel obligated to comment, but do know it’s lovely to hear from you.
      xoxo
      Nicole

  • Jennifer R

    Hi Nicole,

    I just want to say that I too love your voice. I’ve learned so much from you since I found your blog many moons ago. And it is one of my shortcuts too. I’m not even gluten-free, just gluten-reduced I guess because I don’t have a diagnosis. I made the Banana Blueberry muffins from your cookbook just this week and got a thumbs up from my husband. Very tasty. I love your detailed directions as it gives me much more confidence in baking especially. I have learned a lot from you about baking and cooking. And I can’t recall a recipe that didn’t turn out great off the top of my head. (Other than when I had tried to use bean flour to make pizza dough. I still have to get my courage up to try that again. Though I have Better Batter now.)
    hugs,
    Jennifer R

    • Nicole

      Hi, Jennifer,
      I think I remember your saying a number of months ago that you missed my frequent posts, in response to my question about what you would like to see more of on the blog. That’s you, right? I’m so glad that the detailed directions give you confidence. I try not to give too much detail, lest the recipe seem complicated, but just enough to make you feel like you can absolutely do it. I’m glad you feel confident. That’s the name of the game! Don’t be afraid to try pizza dough again! It is one of the easiest yeast breads to make (with the right flour, of course – as you learned the hard way!). It’s very forgiving. In fact, I plan to post a recipe for pizza this week. Maybe you’ll try your hand then?
      Thank you for posting, and for the encouragement.
      xoxo Nicole

  • http://glutenfreerecipebox.com Carla @ Gluten Free Recipe Box

    Ooo! Cheesecake and chocolate? Count me in! Thick, heavy, gooey, chewy! – Yummers! Thanks for sharing and for all you do!

    • Nicole

      Hi, Carla,
      You’re very welcome. I so do love cheesecake. I wish there were still leftovers. :)
      xoxo
      Nicole

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  • Deb

    Sounds like an awesome recipe! Can’t wait to try it!! And I happen to be both a cheesecake AND brownie-lover–no two ways about it! Just wanted to let you know, too, that you can get really good salt (made in a gluten-free factory so NO cross-contamination) from Sustainable Sourcing (here’s their website: https://secure.sustainablesourcing.com ). As for me, I’m off to the kitchen to make some of these little gems. Thanks!

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  • leiloni

    Oh yum, I wrote down this whole recipe and will be making it for company tomorrow!!

    • Nicole

      Hi, Leiloni,
      Oooh company. Fancy. I hope they love them. :)
      xoxo Nicole

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